My Mum has Glioblastoma and the end is near after a long 12 months. The time has come for the syringe driver which feels scary, confirmation we are close to the end. I'm doing strange things in this autopilot stage, been shopping for a black dress for Mum's funeral. I dont know how I will be after she dies so I just want to get this job out if the way. Maybe I will look back on this and think why on earth were you looking for a funeral outfit! Survival mode is strange. #glioblastoma #terminallyi